Arty Kitkat
Hows this for sods law - we get shot of the TV cos we've not watched if for over 6 months and Andy Roddick makes it through to the Wimbledon finals!!! Arse! I will watch it online but not a comfortable as watching it on telly. I'll have to make sure I don't drool over the keyboard 
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Yeah I just tried it and it opens a website opendns. Not what its meant to at all.
I love before and after pics Gothicy is good. I'll keep an eye out and let you know anything I see. I've got a Wedding in September too and I want to make something or adapt something too so I've been scouring the net already
Thank god for the skull comment Sugar cos thats what I was seeing and I thought 'ah... need to keep that to myself and keep taking the pills' Either that or its Frank from Donnie Darko next to a doily.
In the UK we have a crappy celeb mag called Okay (kind of a rip off of Hello). They like to compete for celeb wedding pics. Well they have outdone themselves. I'm not a Michael Jackson fan but you don't need to be one to see that their, so called, 'Memorial Issue' is in extremely bad taste. They have a picture of him on the stretcher with oxygen mask as their front cover. Since when has printing a picture of someone after they have died or on the brink of death been a 'memorial'?
I want it to be autumn all year round.
Cool stuff The dogs really really cute and I love the jewellery and origami
I got your book today Dani M - very prettily decorated I'll forward it on next week. Hows everyone else going? Did you send one on yet Ezme? You're really not any pressure. Its just that the post to our flat is notoriously erratic. We don't get anything bigger than envelopes and go for days not getting anything then all of a sudden get a big bundle with an elastic band round it! Very random :/
I got mine today from Kiddo - I love it so much I started the day with a complaint from a clients mum so this was just what the doctor order. It cheered me up no end. I especially love the batty bits x
Yeah I'd be in for this
how about making wolf masks. You could give them a base from card and they could decorate them with wool, paint, felt, whatever.
I saw this on another post you made. I am so sorry. Its such an emotional time, especially when its so early on and you don't know. You're not only trying to get your head around the fact that you were pregnant and have lost it but your hormones are also all over the place which really messes with your mood too. I think the way I got through it was to just go with it, when I wanted to cry I just cried and got lots of hugs. I found my female friends really good, especially those who had been through it too. I don't know if your like me but I tend to worry when something like this really knocks me I worry if its the depression rearing its head. What I find helps is just to remind myself that when shit things happen its normal to get really low and depressed (without it being the 'depression') and just express what you feel as best as you can and be kind to yourself.I found that my emotions levelled out a bit once I had had my first period afterwards but this is hard too. So I suppose what I'm saying is that my heart really goes out to you. If there's anything I can do just say. Big hugs x
Michelle I'm so sorry. I had a miscarriage about 4 years ago at a similar point. Its such a rollercoaster of emotions so my thoughts are really with you. x
I did neuroscience on my degree but I don't remember anything about neurofeedback. It sounds interesting though. I'm trying CBT at the moment and I'm seeing a really nice psychologist. I'm still really pissed off at the psychiatrist though as he never got back to me about my meds. I'm gradually finding the CBT helpful but its such hard work. I'm having to work on the core beliefs at the moment which are basically that I'm worthless Not good.
I was stick thin all through puberty and it wasn't till I got into my 20s that I put on some weight and to be honest I'm much happier with my figure now I've got some boobs and a bum, even it it also means a tum I was miserable skinny, so neurotic and I picked up every bug that was going round. I also felt like a boy so I wouldn't go back to that again. I'd like to be a bit more toned but then wouldn't we all