queenfairypants
Using the website is a good idea but you'd start thinking you have everything!
I know what you mean about doctors, I'm worried I have some kind of depression related problem but last time I went they were like 'oooh you just have anticipatory anxiety' but then I didn't say 'and by the way I'm suicidal' but they just thought I was being a silly teenage girl. I also don't want to be on medication.
I also have very bad eczema on my arm, on the inner elbow bit on my right arm, it looks like I have burns, I'm very self concious about it and it won't go with the creams I'm using and with it being warmer I want it to go so I don't have to keep wearing a cardigan, even if it is a little 3/4 sleeve one. Today it was far too hot to wear one but I wanted to cover my arm.
Also if you want a doctors appointment you have to phone at 8.30 am and so everyone is phoning at this time so you can't get through. Say you get up and you're ill but because you're ill you've over slept and then you get iller in the same day, you can't book an appointment till the day after and might not get one later that day! Most people are travelling to work at 8.30 am too! And the doctors always treat me like I'm a burden.
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Don't waste your time constantly looking forward till you have a baby. Enjoy the time you have now...enjoy practising making a baby ;)
If I couldn't have children I would like to know but I wouldn't bother with fertility treatment. I would go straight to adoption or buy more doggies. But adoption takes a long time and I do wonder now if with all the fertility treatment available if they would look at whether or not you've had treatment etc.
yes doggy pic please! I love listening to my dog snore and woof in her sleep! It was sooooo hot today even at 6 pm...
I groomed Rona
I am far too ambitious I think. Took on too much when I only have scissors so I bathed and dried her, did her face, bit of her body, legs and round her paws but that took 2 hours and I realised how much I need clippers so I evened everything out and finished. If I had clippers I would have been quicker and then been able to concentrate on getting her face better but she was fed up. I have touched up areas since the photos were taken and we clean her eyes everyday and her beard every so often in between grooms but I was overwhelmed. I'll be cleaning her eyes and ears later. At college there is two of us on one dog plus the tutor to help guide us with faces. I also don't have a proper table, she was on the kitchen table with a noose I made from her old lead attached to a chair. She stood well for me she was very good which I knew she would be. It was a nice practice and I need more obviously! No one on grooming forums has commented on it yet...it's worrying me.
have fun shivi
yeh scissors came today!!! one pair is out of stock though!! dunno weather to do the dog now without the third pair or not!
Just read Coraline 
the writing was huge hahaha but it is a really good story...and a bit scary for a kids film!
I have no idea what to read now!
Yeh that's like us We're just that kind of people. The worst thing about overreacting and shouting about everything is that it never gets solved that way, we might get angry or annoyed about something but it is always dicussed rather then shouted! There's never been any real issues to argue over anyway. For other people it always looks like its a tug of war in their relationship. Or one person is controlled by the other. That's just not a relationship!
I don't know if we will get married but we'll definatly be together for a long time aaaw group hug lol
I hope you kicked him in the balls...although it doesnt sound like he had any in the first place
the best thing for period pain is exercise....at first it's like omg I can barely walk but then the more you move the more it helps, it doesn't even have to be a proper work out you could just go for a walk. Also I find with any pain that if you focus on it rather then trying to ignore it it goes away!
This recession just shows how much the world runs on money! it's ikky.
Michelle - yeh thinking about it for a bit then telling myself to f*ck off makes me calm down, thinking about it for a while but not obsessing is best because then it's out of my system. Hope you find out about your knee .
Darwin!!! there are videos of darwin about on the site
I want a beddlington terrier, or a sheltie or a daschund or a pomeranian!
Hi shivi!
my grandad has helped us out money wise so we should be able to manage better for a several more months at least! The atmosphere in the house is wonderful now lol we're very relaxed!
and my mum told me how that side of the family are planning to buy me grooming supplies for my 21st but it's in december, I need stuff now but a table and more scissors would be useful, I don't mean to sound ungrateful but my birthday is ages away! It's so nice that they're going to do that for me I've ordered some scissors actually so I'm going to do our dog when they come, I'll show you before and after pics!!! It won't be so long now till I can get some clippers (shaver) now too I have no idea what I want for my 21st...all i want is another dog lol
i think its so cool how you are all mutts! haha you have more in you then people who still live in europe! lol
I'm English, Welsh and Scottish. Celtic through and through me thinks - fair hair, fair skin, freckles, burn in the sun and blue eyes! But you never know, could be viking or something or from any part of europe! We could have come from white people who moved to austrailia and moved back etc etc, that's what annoys me most we won't ever know how far we actually go MIND BOGGLING! But then there are people with dark hair in our family - so I think that means Roman, but maybe the celtic genes just happened to come out in me! Most of us burn because none of us have dark skin
we have distant relatives in Canada and they all have dimples like me and my dad!
also I'm sick of freaking out about things that aren't even relevant and don't matter!
I met my boyfriend when I was 17, three years later its still going strong (I'm 20) he just turned 23 today! and he'd only had one proper girlfriend before me and I'd never had anything proper, just random kisses with mostly random guys. I was out clubbing at 16 and I haven't been out for ages, I can't afford it and I'd rather go to a pub and for a meal then to clubs. I do like going to clubs having a drink and a dance but it's the getting ready getting there and getting home again parts I just hate. And being hungover. You can't find people who want something proper in clubs!
sorry went off on a rant then!
wow he was the age I am now when he met me! and I thought him being 20 was such a big deal and that it was very grown up etc. Obviously I'll always be younger then him but me at 20 seems younger then he was at 20...i can't explain you know what i mean!
so yeh its so fustrating when you haven't met someone or had anything proper but it doesn't matter because it will happen I think, but it's hard not to feel down about it.
yeh I can blow 20 - 40 quid in less then a week lol I wish bus fares were cheaper! I get day savers, £4 and you can go on all the buses you want of that company till midnight of that day. The other day I just got single fares on the two buses i have to get to dog training cuz my dad was picking me up, i only saved 30p!
I have no money till a week on thursday and I have to go to my boyfriends and the benefits office and college! Should have £10 at some point this week from selling unworn jeans on ebay but the money hasnt gone in yet, it's only been 2 working days though because of the weekend and today being a bank holiday. Getting a bit worried, should go in tomorrow or wednesday. And I won't even go into my mum's situation...which is my situation really because if she doesn't have a house neither do i. I don't think it will come to that :S
I still feel too young to even be discussing my biological clock...so yeh... laaater