Knittin' Kitten
I hate that this is the thread I keep going to.
I'm just getting SO fed up with my friend Lauren being so self-destructive. Especially because she knows EXACTLY what she's doing, and that it's stupid, but you just can't change her mind! My friend Lizzie's boyfriend has a friend called Dave, who's a very good-looking and very self-assured punk guy. The first time he came to York to visit, Lauren tried to sleep with him but he was trying to sleep with me. After three days I went home and he had to stay at Lauren's, so he just slept with her. He didn't use a condom and she was wasted, and although she came out clean he has spread lots of diseases before, so she had to go through loads of tests and stuff. So we didn't want to see him for a while - but then we all kinda got over it, and he came up for her birthday party a few weeks ago. They obviously slept together a few nights in a row, and then when I'd gone home and talked to her, she was talking about how she thinks she loves him and stuff. This guy cheats on every girl he's ever known (he actually has a girlfriend right now, that Lauren knows about *rolls eyes*) and treats girls like shit. I just don't care enough about him either way, but obviously I don't want Lauren getting hurt, so me and Lizzie talked her down so she wasn't that fussed about him.
In the last week she's gone out, bought DMs, got facial piercings and dyed her hair blue, and I just got a message from her on Facebook saying she's gone to London to see him. And I just...don't have the energy any more. I'm so angry and I don't think she realises how much it hurts me to see her hurting herself, cause I really care about my friends. I've just h enough of her doing stupid stuff even though she knows it's stupid! She's texting me now and telling me that she's had loads of stress at home, and I know that but she could have come to see me and I would have looked after her for a few days, I'm meant to be her best friend but instead she runs to that prick, who lives in a really rough council estate and is never to be trusted anyway! She said she's gonna text me every now and then to let me know she's okay and of course I want her to because I still care but I'm so fucking angry at her for putting me in this position! I look after her so much anyway, I don't deserve this! So now I'm just sat on my bed, crying and wanting to punch something. God I'm looking forward to boxing when I get back; she's always my partner. I guess this is what it feels like to be a parent =(
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I love The Guild =) and Dr Horrible's Sing-along Blog.
Thanks Heather =) and I didn't think it was inappropriate, it gave me a laugh haha!
Well it's changed again! Now it looks like this:
I don't think it actually looks that orange in real life, I think that's just because of the flash, but you get the idea. I'm gonna buy some more orange tomorrow and put it over. It's a really boring colour for me, which sucks, but I need to get a job so it's pretty much this or bleach blonde. I'll see.
I've put on Facebook all my different colours, if anyone's interested http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=166020&id=531164039&saved
Yeah I mean I do think the adverts are good, because if you can you really should...although I don't think the guilt trip angle is necessarily the right one. It's just hard to see.
Have you already had a baby then? Did you get anyone saying anything about it? It's just horrible, it's another social pressure that I won't be able to live up to. And it's a personal thing as well - I've always been very pro-breastfeeding in public, and I imagined myself doing it a lot to make a point haha, but now I can't. I mean, I can try, but it's safe to assume at this point that it's not going to happen. I just feel like I won't only be letting my baby down by not giving it what it needs, but that I won't be as close, because breastfeeding is meant to be the real bonding thing for parents and babies.
I hate going to the family planning clinic now =( it's just covered with posters about how breastfeeding is the best thing to do, and babies crying cause their mothers are giving them bottled milk. When I found out that I won't be able to breastfeed it hit me really hard cause I thought it'd make me a bad mother, and everyone calmed me down and said it wouldn't, it's fine if you don't breastfeed, but then I have to sit there with all these posters telling me what an awful parent I'll be if I don't. I almost started crying =(
So that was Mrs Lundegard on the floor in there. And I guess that was your accomplice in the woodchipper. And three people in Breynard. And for what? For a little bit of money. There's more to life than a little money, you know. Don't you know that? And here you are. And it's a beautiful day. Well. I just don't understand.
Fargo <3
I am so into Mumford & Sons right now.
No =P it's really nice but it won't even go over my C cup
No size in it but I'd guess a ten? Fairly small round the chest though, I'd say no bigger than a B cup getting in there.
Hey, I think we used to have a thread for this but I can't find it. This is for anyone who has any clothes they want to sell or swap for others. Just post pictures of what you've got.
Here's mine:
I have more but that's it for now =)
Yeah I put on the headscarf to tone it down a little bit =P
I actually want to keep it green but my mother does NOT approve haha.
Your hair looks awesome anyway Violetta =) and how you want it sounds nice, have you got a pic?
Well I didn't get a mohawk. But I have ended up with this colour hair:
It was meant to be orange? But the orange looked crap so I tried putting brown on it. And it went...green. And then I have that brown/ginger streak which is from when I had a black streak.
I'd never noticed you saying anything nasty. Just be honest. Things used to be a lot more heated on here, and me and Roma always got abuse for being too honest about stuff, so now I kinda stick to myself if I think anyone's being stupid.
I'm in Bristol and it's about £30 for just a trim, more if you want it blow dried and coloured and stuff. I largely dye my own hair and I haven't changed my hair style in ages =( so mostly I'm just looking at an hour and a snip of the ends. I kinda want to change it but oh well.