Knittin' Kitten
Damn you Rachie!
Well last night I went to bed at three and got up at eleven, so that's not too bad. I've got to set my alarm for eight tomorrow morning but I'm not gonna worry too much about getting to bed early - I'll just have some tea and food and a cig in the morning, that'll wake me up!
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Bec, it's actually happened a few times lately. I'm getting so fed up with it. And they always tell me what a bad person I am, and make me feel awful and wonder what I've done - cause I consider myself quite a good person, despite all my flaws - then they tell me it's cause I'm Wiccan, or I enjoy sex or something. And then I'm just angry because I don't like being made to feel bad when I haven't done a single thing to hurt anyone.
That's not a bad idea, but I'm actually not great at knitting =P my name is deceptive!
What I've got coming up to send:
A farewell card for my boss who's retiring and selling the shop
My friend Anna's birthday
My brother's birthday
A happy gram
My ex-boyfriend's mum is celebrating 25 years as organist at her church
My friend Graham's birthday.
Along with Valentine's day stuff!
Yeah it's illegal to drive while using a mobile here, so I get SO angry when my dad does it, especially because he has a huge Land Rover so if he hit someone a smaller car, he would crush it. It pisses me off when people use mobiles; it's bad enough to eat or smoke but mobiles are much worse.
Haha that's guilt, Laurel!
Went to sleep at 6am, woke up 4pm. Problem is, I actually have to get up this Wednesday. Not sure whether to like, force myself to sleep tonight? Or maybe just suffer on Wednesday and hopefully it'll make everything go back to normal.
I'm at uni now and don't have a lot of money, but want to be able to send out presents to my friends back at home and at other universities. I want to make something but it needs to be small so it isn't expensive to send, and not expensive to make, but either something which everyone would like or I could personalise.
Any ideas would be great!
Ooh yes please!
I'm so jealous of all of you. Ooh, it's 4:10 now, and I'm still up! I won't get anything done tomorrow.
It is very rare that I'm awake at 8:30 in the morning. If I'm not, and I get woken up by you, I'll kill you. If I am awake, I will be full of anger and will kill you. The only thing that gets me through mornings is kids' TV, and I don't have a TV now so I don't know what I'm gonna do when I have to get up for 9am lectures this semester. I'm sure it'll be a case of lots of tea.
Hey Sheila, I did think about that, I just need to get something that is suitable for a Rammstein gig. I'm going to have a look around but I don't have a lot of money so we'll see!
Well it's 1:05 and if I go to bed now it will be a ridiculously early night. I normally get to sleep about 5am, then sleep as long as physically possible - sometimes until like 4pm the next day, although that's normally if I've been drinking and stayed at Andy's. The problem is, because I can't sleep at night but can during the day, I try to do that and do interesting, time-consuming things at night, but next semester I've got 9am lectures. That means 7:30am alarm. That means like two hours sleep, great. And one of them is a full day =(
I believe "bees knees" means "business". But I agree, it's annoying and not funny.
I don't want to be cheered up at 8:30 in the morning =( it's not a happy time!
I dunno, most people I know just ignore it!
Argh, this guy I barely know sent out a text this morning saying "Hello everyone! Have a wonderful day you lovely people. It's goooood to be alive. X x"
And I know it's a nice message, but at 8:30 in the morning I don't care whatsoever what kind of mood he's in. And also yeah, he's saying have a good day, but all he's really doing is gloating about how happy he is, when just two days ago I told him I'd been really depressed and feeling like self-harming for the first time in ages, so it's not exactly what I need. Then of course when I asked him if it was necessary to text me at 8:30, he got all bitchy and pretended that the message was just for me and he was being really nice to me, which he was so not.
I had a few dreams last night but I've forgotten most of them now...I know one of them was that Bella (from Twilight - I think I've been reading MarkReadsTwilight too much) had been put in a coffin when she was pregnant "for her own safety" and this creepy mummy thing was trying to get into it, and I walked into the room and it saw me and was chasing after me. Then I woke up, but when I went back to sleep I dreamt that I was at the SU with this girl from my drama group who I haven't seen in like five years and I was telling her about the mummy dream. Oh, the mummy looked like a cross between this:
and this
I went into the room, sat down and just burst into tears before she even spoke to me haha. I didn't like it though, she did that thing that nurses always do where they try and do it without telling you so it's quick and they can go "See, you didn't even notice!" after, except I just saw her come round to my side and touch my arm so I looked around and saw it go in and started crying even more. I would much have preferred if she'd told me she was gonna do it so I could have looked away. And it hurt a lot and my upper arm really hurts now, like I've got a huge bruise all over it (this is six hours later.) Didn't feel too sick though. But yeah, I just sat there crying for ages and she was making me breathe properly and then I had to book in my next one *sigh* so I have to go through this again in a month, then five months after that.