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Posts by Knittin' Kitten
What about an Alice In Wonderland theme?
I used to self harm quite a lot, and had to get through that by myself. I started when I was twelve because I was in love with a boy who encouraged me to, and then he did...horrible things to me, so I did it properly. I didn't really stop till I was fifteen. It's just like...maybe it's hormones, and maybe it's all the horrible things that have happened, but either way I have to feel like shit and I don't want to anymore. Blah, rant!
I'm mad because my hair dye didn't work and my dad has brought the gun home again. Just when I was feeling a bit better.
I was just doing the girly ones cause that's what I personally have to look forward to!
Someone else be mad about something now
It's just so annoying that when you're a teenager, it's like you don't have real emotions or opinions, it's all just phases and hormones. Of course that's a part of it, but at some point you have to realise that it isn't always. And I don't imagine it gets better either; I don't know how many times in my life I'll hear the phrase "It's just PMT" but I'm sure it'll be too many; the entire time you're pregnant and after it's just hormones, and then again when you hit menopause. This sucks
We have the same fake tree we've had for years, it's really grotty now lol. On top we have this angel that I made when I was about eight, it's really well done, obviously I was born to be a crafter!
Oh that would be so fun, I would love to do that!
My mum's attempting to make a gingerbread house at the moment. I keep hearing screams and "Oh no!"s from the kitchen
See when I went with my mum when I was about fourteen about my panic attacks, they just offered me anti-depressants.
I didn't want to tell my mum this time unless it was anything serious, and if anything was wrong I would have waited till after Christmas to tell her anyway
Heh thanks guys. And I'm doing my AS levels at the moment. Yay, I have exams to do in a couple of weeks...
I just feel stupid now. I thought that someone who's paid to care could help, but he just made it worse. I thought at the least he'd give me a contact for someone I could talk to, but apparently a few weeks feeling like you're dead inside doesn't warrant help.
God I feel stupid even going on about this now
There's no point. This is all just so...pointless
I'm mad at people who don't take me seriously just because I'm 16 and have black hair. I had to summon up a lot of courage to go to the doctors today and all I got was "You're 16, it's just a phase, as long as you don't kill yourself you'll snap out of it"
I LOVE records, I think they're wonderful
Queen of the Damned soundtrack is wonderful. It's just a shame the film can't be as good.
Mmm I wouldn't say no to having Rammstein as my sex slaves either!