RANDOM RANTS!

Guys!!! Seriously!

Feels like a band slut...grrr

Out of my system now....*and breathe*

x

what?

just watched my mom have a frekout because she couldn't work the fax machine

I hate this day!I have no money for food,nothing in the fridge,no money for cigarettes and Im out of coffee too but I cant buy any because of course
-I have no money- !!!!

Oh Vi I hope it's not too long till pay day for you.

Until Monday...I have to be very clever to figure this out...

you can do it!

Sorry - was having a quick rant.

Basically my boyfriend split up wiht me just over 3 months ago He's the drummer in a band. Not long after the spilt the guitarist (who I've known for agesss) said he liked me. (Feelings weren't mutual alon with other complications) Now the bassist has started to talk to me and I'm getting the same impression (Even more complications than the guiartist). Plus I still love my ex - as crappy as he's being acting.

Soo basically I feel like I'm going round the band lol. Sigh...all good fun.

yeah, thats one situation I would try to stay away from, same thing happened when I broke up with my ex, all his friends started to act friendly towards me, made me feel uncomfortable

I hate my degree, i do not care about Shakespeare anymore. All i want to do is retrain so i can help people, but no, i have to get through this first. I wish i cared and could make all the effort Uni work requires, but i just can't bring myself to do it. I just have one semester (ish) left to go, but all i want to do is quit. I can't and i won't. Just frustrated.

I think you are over tired and overworked, I felt the same way at the end of my degree. Its hard work.

my husband is snoring so loud,I cant sleep at all and I have to get up really early in the morning and get trough a hard day... I would love to stick something up his nose right now...

lol, plug his nose, he will wake up

evil laugh

Michelle and Butterfly Night - as soon as I broke up with Tim his friends went after me. They always hit on me and stuff when I was with him but I thought it was a friendly thing. But yeah, suddenly all these guys were asking if they could come visit me!

I went to the doctor's today and they're going to refer me for physiotherapy to sort my back out, thank god, and they think the waiting list might not be too long. I also talked about my breasts thing, and the doctor was lovely about it and she's going to get the breast clinic to check me out as a preliminary thing, then they're going to apply for funding for me to get surgery. So fingers crossed! I don't want to tell anyone though until I'm definitely going to get it done, and I imagine I'll be on a waiting list for a while but if I can get it done on the NHS it means I probably won't have to wait AS long.

you see, I told you once you found the right doctor, everything would work out

hugs

i went to watch Avatar at an imax theater in 3d, my husband took me on a date ;) so it was nice to be taken out but i get motion sickness very easy and that damn movie messed me up something awful. couldn't watch the movie had to close my eyes almost the whole time and 1 week later i still am feeling sick, like dizzy and nauseous. not all the time but if i am moving around or turn my head too fast the motion sickness comes back. i can't get anything done around the house. i feel like total doo-doo