RANDOM RANTS!

My pc won't connect to the internet. I've tried two different network cards and even reinstalled windows but nothing works. I have to either use my phone (tedious) or borrow a friends (like now, which is inconvenient). Everything else works fine. WAAAAHHHH!!!! I needs my interwebs=(

wahhhhh, no interwebs! eek.

my knees hurt, stupid artheitis.

Argh, just had a shitty night, thank god for this thread!

I went to boxing and instead of Nav running it, it was this HUGE guy that we didn't know who didn't introduce himself or anything. There's only four of us there, two guys who are really good at boxing, and me and Lauren who basically go to lose weight and have a laugh. Lauren was putting on her wrist wraps insanely slowly so I just started doing the warm-up, jogging with the two guys, just taking it slowly because it's a warm-up. And this new guy starts taking the piss about how I'm really slow, and it's like, you said a gentle jog! And this isn't cross-country or anything, I'm only trying to warm up. Then we finished that and he told everyone to put on gloves and pads, but Lauren was still putting on her wraps, so I put on some gloves and went and stood by her. Then the guy looks over at us, looks us up and down and goes to the other guys "Ha, women, eh?" and they all burst out laughing. I know it's only a little thing but it made me want to scream, cause I don't know this guy and I don't appreciate him taking the piss out of me just to impress the other guys, especially when I haven't done anything wrong! And I'm upset and ask Lauren if we can leave cause I just wasn't feeling it, but she just kept saying "No, we'll stay for a bit" so I said that she's being really unfair and she doesn't say anything, but we start up anyway, me just punching her gloves. And then this guy comes over and goes "I know I said lightly, but put some effort in, woman!" and pushes me, so I just took off my gloves and left. Lauren followed me out and told me how stupid I was being and wasting her time and stuff. I'm crying at this point and I told her I can't breathe, I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack and she just laughs and says he wasn't being sexist, or she didn't think it was sexist anyway and he probably didn't mean it, and I'm trying to explain both that it doesn't matter whether he MEANT it to be sexist or not, it still was and I don't appreciate being bullied, especially because I love boxing so much because it's fun exercise, there's no pressure because we're not that fit. And then I said that could she not just care that I'm having a panic attack, and she looked away and didn't say anything, which I took as a no and left. I went over to Andy's and cried on him for a bit and he said he understood why I was upset and is gonna talk to Nav about it. Then I get a message from Lauren telling me how I'm such a shit friend cause I'm always "baking cakes with Beth" (I've seen Beth ONCE on our own, and that was for an hour to watch One Tree Hill) and that I always ignore her when she's upset, which I fucking do not, I once didn't know how to reply cause she was threatening to commit suicide and I hate when people do that because I have friends that are genuinely suicidal and I know a teenage girl who's been over-dramatic, but I still took the time to ask her what was wrong and stuff.

It just depresses me that this is what being a woman is. This is what I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life. People (not even just men) who think it's okay for me to be treated like a non-person. There are people who still think that if a woman wears a short skirt she deserves to be raped. There are people who don't think women should vote. And I know, it's not just women. Lots of people still think that gay couples shouldn't be allowed to adopt, or that black people shouldn't be allowed in England. It's just a scary world, you know? And I'm gonna have to deal with this my entire life. So no, he didn't say anything that horrible, but if we still let people get away with this casual sexism then how can it ever end? It just scares and upsets me. And now I have work to do and my back is killing me and I just want to eat a truckload of chocolate but simultaneously feel fat because I haven't had boxing today.

all the music i listened to last year that people made fun of me for is what EVERYONE in my school listens to now. i go to this hick school and i was raised in lowestoft england and i just find the fact im surrounded by real country hicks sooo annoying. their accents make me sooo mad. all of them are such big fakes. i plan to return to england one day and they think going as far as toronto is too scary for them. i may be the only person from that school to move out of the area. D:

umm yeah that guy was sexist, I don;t know whats up with women who think that ists ok for men to put us down, or in our place.

sigh, I feel you. my high school life was the same, just grin and bear it for now. You will be out of that place soon

My back is really hurting from stress. Looks like we won't be able to get the house we wanted for next year which means we have to carry on house-hunting after Christmas. I've only written a quarter of my essay which is due in Friday. Today I have to go bake cookies, go round Andy's, go to town, make a Christmas present and then do at least another quarter of my work, although then I only have tomorrow to do the other half of it, as well as pack for the weekend and going back to Bristol, a seminar, and trying to see people to give them Christmas presents. Seriously, I'm in so much pain right now, last night I could barely breathe it hurt so much =( and it's not even like I get a nice relaxing holiday as I have two essays to write..

take something for your back, maybe then you will feel better

lol its like you start with one rant at the top of the page and by the time you get to the bottom the topic has changed lmao...this board has ADD hahaha..anyways i was going to comment on Courtney's rant about the vampire thingy and the chick whos a "jocker" lol here in L.A im having the same issue only its EVERYWHERE I GOOOOO! omfg! been raving for about 7yrs now, my bf for 17yrs AND NOW all the sudden everyone is into beading and raving when they have no freakin idea what its all about. just a buncha kids following other stupid kids on drugs...freakin lame. i walk down the steet i see all kinds of stupid lil girls wearing "kandii" like its fucking toys out of a candy machine. im like do you rave? are you plur? do u even know what the hell those two things are? i totally fell your frustrations but like JessayahX said its not worth the trouble. soon they will forget and follow something different. AS USUAL! lol its the media that shines on the small things that have been around for ever that causes ppl to craze over it (only for a second) in this case its that damn Twilight Movie/show or w/e the hell it started as lol...

lol its like you start with one rant at the top of the page and by the time you get to the bottom the topic has changed lmao...this board has ADD hahaha..anyways i was going to comment on Courtney's rant about the vampire thingy and the chick whos a "jocker" lol here in L.A im having the same issue only its EVERYWHERE I GOOOOO! omfg! been raving for about 7yrs now, my bf for 17yrs AND NOW all the sudden everyone is into beading and raving when they have no freakin idea what its all about. just a buncha kids following other stupid kids on drugs...freakin lame. i walk down the steet i see all kinds of stupid lil girls wearing "kandii" like its fucking toys out of a candy machine. im like do you rave? are you plur? do u even know what the hell those two things are? i totally fell your frustrations but like JessayahX said its not worth the trouble. soon they will forget and follow something different. AS USUAL! lol its the media that shines on the small things that have been around for ever that causes ppl to craze over it (only for a second) in this case its that damn Twilight Movie/show or w/e the hell it started as lol...

this is the random rant section, so everyone rants about everything that bothers them.

I did not like it how you said this board has ADD, because I have ADD, so it seems like you are calling me spastic. Not to offend you or anything but you should really watch what you write because you could offend people.

So miserable in Bristol. I miss Andy so much, it's only been six days since I've seen him. I've loved seeing my friends, it's been great being somewhere where I don't know a single person who likes Twilight, it's just the living at home bit I hate...at least before I had Tim's to escape to most of the time, now I'm stuck here and don't have enough money to get out and do stuff. In York, if I was bored and only had like £3, I could walk into town and go charity shopping to find something cheap and spend the whole day there. In Bristol it costs me more than that to even get anywhere, and the bus system is so ridiculous, I hate buses so much, I've liked walking everywhere. I'd forgotten how much I HATE my father and why I was so glad to get out of the house in the first place. This evening he shouted at my mum because she couldn't tell the difference between the two types of naan bread because I wanted the non-coconut one, and told her how stupid she was and which one to give me, then when I said it was the coconut one he yelled even louder at me that I was wrong, even though I had it in my mouth and could taste coconut. Just pathetic things like that - I got bored of it a long time ago. I actually miss just eating my crappy meals as well, because at least I could eat what I wanted when I wanted, instead of being forced food I hate when I'm not hungry!

my right eyelid really hurts???? it very weird it almost feels bruised or something but i haven't hit it or bumped into anything. i just hope it goes away because going to the dr is a huge pain in the arse with my husband working 12 hr shifts this entire next week!

maybe its an ingrown eye lash? it happened to me once, and I plucked it out, instance relief

Christmas was fun and all...but I felt a little under-appreciated.

It's like all they care about is my older cousin and her shiny new boyfriend and how OH SHE'S IN COLLEGE!!!11!!!!1!!

And they completely ignore me. It doesn't help that I'm kind of the odd one out - being the only teenager and a vegetarian....

I got great presents and all but I felt like nobody really wanted to talk to me, and I'd try to join a conversation but they were either talking about politics or my older cousin. I felt a little ignored...and I had to sit at the kid's table again with my younger cousins who hate me.

I wish my family would actually take me seriously...And I really wish I had a better relationship with them because I love them it's just that they never take me seriously, just because I'm a teenager. It kind of sucks...

just a check in, its nice to know