RANDOM RANTS!

Vi, are you serious? I'm too far gone in my internet addition to try to detox! lol

pardon my language on this one, but sometime you've got to cuss...lol

Luna...you ARE NOT WRONG! Who the hell does she think she is coming into YOUR home and telling you it's not good enough for HER, a person who has no home of her own and no where else to go??? If you fall on hard times and someone takes you in, you do everything you can to make sure you show your appreciation. Help cook...buy groceries every once in a while. Clear the table and make your bed. etc etc. Honestly! How was this person raised? Does she think she's Queen Shit and you're her lowly toilet paper, there to follow behind her and wipe up her dingleberries!!

Ahhh! I hate women like that. Its soo disrespectful! To everyone around her! You and your husband are the bosses of your home. You should NEVER feel uncomfortable in your own house. Ask her BF to talk to her and explain the rules (or have your husband do it) and don't be afraid to say you're not a hotel and you are not her maid, or her mother.

As for McDonalds, you need to find a better job and quit before they get the pleasure of firing you. Food service is one of the lousiest, most thankless jobs. I'd take a pay cut and work somewhere less stressful.

girlfriend, I'm sending all the good vibes and long distance hugs I can right now...

Aargh I fucking hate drama.

So there's this guy I was friends with last year, who got really obsessed with me and kept trying to get with me and was telling people we were together even though I have a boyfriend. A little while later he slept with this girl and a few days later she found out she had an STI. That's all I know and all me and another girl told our friend. But of course it's come back to him that I'm saying he gave her it.

So his retaliation? He's telling everyone that we slept together while I was with Andy. And I don't know if he's gone insane or what but he was talking to me like we HAD - calling me a skanky whore and threatening to tell Andy, and when I said there was nothing to tell he was like "Yeah, sure, we both know what you did", which you can't really say anything to. So obviously I've blocked him now but it really upsets me that he's telling people this and trying to ruin my relationship, which is going really well!

And I'm trying to resist the urge to beat the shit out of him. It's a long time since I got violent with anyone, I try to control that part of me, but no one calls me a whore for no reason.

So the only reasons he's saying this are
1) He's insane and believes it happened
2) He's making it up to piss me off and maybe had someone sat next to him that he had to prove it to
3) That one time he stayed over mine he raped me while I was unconscious

I'm just so freaked out by this, it's so absurd!

WELL everyone you will be proud of me.
I went to work tonight and the store manger sat me down and literally told me to beg her not to fire me.
exact words
Jessic the manger-
"Luna i want you to beg and pled to me for your job here. I want you to convince me not to fire you. can you convice me not ot fire you? I should have let you go when you broke your foot, but no i let you work here with a broken foot, i should have fired you when you came in late saying you had car trouble but no i let you work. Now you are sick with the flu? i sent you home tuesday with the flu i should have fired you. TEll me why should i keep you?
(Luna tells her that shes a good employee and that she came to work with a broken foot and the flu and stayed late .. )
Jessica manger- "im not convinced you want your job. i tell you what get on your knees and beg me for your job. cry luna or im going to fire you right now for not having a doctors note."
(im not going to beg u for my job, i vaule my job. ive had a shity month but im here you already told me im a good employee are you going to fire me or not?)
Jessica the manger- "I tell you what luna, i wont fire you tonight. but i might tomorrow or the next day, if you're a second late , a penny short, a penny over,if you forget to ask for ketchup, if im having a bad day and need to smile i will fire you. just so we are clear.
(thats not fair im a good employee you cant fire me over nothing i told you ive been having a bad month im sorry i had the flu i cant control that, nor could i control my car breaking dowon on the way to work, nor could i control breaking my foot. how can you hold thoese things aginast me when i always stay late for you or come in early?)
Jessica the manger- whats not clear luna? You jump when i say jump or you're fired. If i want you to come in from 6am and work till midnight you better say yes or you will be fired. got me?
(yes i got you)
Jessica the manger- good, now go to work before i change my mind and fire you anyway.

Wtf??? this really happened to me tonight i swear to god word for word.
SO i went back to work for the next hour thinking about what had just happened and when my break came it was in the middle of a rush and we were short staffed cuz she fired 5 people. i went into the bathroom took my uniform off called my husband.
I walked to the lady handed her my uniform (she had a confused look on her face) and simply said this.
"You know what, id rather nto be your bitch, here is my uniform dont bother firing me because i quit."
and i walked out the door.

Good for you! Although, it would have been best to have another job lined up first! ;)

How dare she say that to you? I'm fuming right now. Who does she think she is!?? Is there anyone who can corroborate this conversation? She seriously needs to be reported. A district manager or something? I'm not sure the chain of command for franchises.

SHe had all the mangers with her and i plan on reporting her to the board of commerence. But sadly thats fast food. i mean at first i was gonna take it but then after an hour of her down my back i thought to myself.. im only getting paid 7.30 an hour why am i letting her totture me? yes i need the job but this is wayy too stressful. lucky for me i am a cute girl as my husband says and there are places who need cute girls. i also filed for workers comp tonight and i will apply for foodstamps monday.. hopefully that will be enough for a month or two i mean it cant take me that long to find another shit job in this area. lol. i feel so much better tho knowing i stood up for myself. i mean who does she tihnk she is? shes a mc manger i mean a monkey with a tie can do that job.

I think a lot of times people like her are so mean because they KNOW that a monkey with a tie can do their job, and they realize that you "are a cute girl" ;) and can still pretty much do anything you want with your life. Where she, maybe as an older woman, feels like she's in a rut and has lost all chance of achieving the hopes and dreams she had at your age. (with your looks) lol

Women are the worst anyways. If we get insecure and are put in a position where we feel that a younger, smarter, prettier version might catch all our breaks and advancements (job wise, in this case) we get totally bitchy. Most women do, anyways. We're just so mean to each other!

Don't worry, it's totally not you, she's probably going through her mid-life crisis, or menopause, or maybe even major problems at home. You're cute, and young, and she had (HAD) the authority in her position to take it out on you.

You'll find something better, don't worry. ;)
(Just don't be a stripper (no offence) but most of the time people don't want to hire you if they see that on your resume!)

Three cheers for Luna!! I read your posts yesterday and was stunned. What a horrible boss! I can't believe she wanted you to get on your knees and beg. That's the point at which I'd have snapped and gone on a serious rampage. I no longer think my boss sucks tho lol. Anyways, you're better off without that garbage! If I could, I'd totally give you a high five. Way to have a backbone girl! Keep up a positive attitude and things will keep getting better One door closes and another one opens.

thank you k-li. Im kinda feeling abit worthless though right now. with not being able to support my otherhalf and all. but i suppose you are right. it can only go up from here

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Yay Random Rants is back!

I'm a huge exploding ball of stress right now. Uni is really swamping me and that's okay, I like that, I like being kept busy. But I'm trying to do my work and I'm having to be a mum to Andy at the same time. I don't mind doing a bit more housework because he works, but he barely worked over the weekend when I wasn't there and didn't do ANYTHING in the house. It's his graduation tomorrow so I've got to be there for him - and now I'm having a panic because I just put his shirt in the wash to freshen it up, and it got taken out too soon by one of my housemates and it's soaking wet and probably won't be ready for tomorrow so he's gonna have a go at me about that. And my dress was in there too so I don't know what I'm going to wear now. And things at home were crap, and Christmas always stresses me out, and I feel sick all the time at the moment and now because I've been crying I have a HUGE headache so dunno how I'm gonna get this damn literature review done AND tidy our room.

adding safety pins to stuff does NOT make it punk!

and i am amused because this is page 69.

God damn =( The other couple I live with have just broken up. Obviously it's really bad for them, and I feel awful but I'm a practical person and think about practical things. And I'm just thinking about how this is going to affect all of us in terms of money.

Luckily because my boyfriend lives here off the contract, he can be put on the contract. But rent is going to go up for all of us, bills are gonna go up (we were diving everything by five, now it's by four). Jake owed me a bit of money which I won't get now, and also he's obviously not gonna give me bill money for this month now even though he's been here for 3 weeks of it. He also owes Andy money which I'm guessing he won't get. So that's just a big ball of stress. I'm probably gonna have to fork out for him.

nehhh~

one day i fell asleep and was dreaming about performing surgery
so i new i was dreaming and was begining 2 have a lucid dream
(thats pretty much wen u can control ur dream)
and i was all like YEAHH I CAN CONTROL MY DREAA-
and them i woke up because i was so excited and stuff
...........
O_O

my friends are being stupid and therefore my friend group is falling apart. no one in the entire school is accepting applications for a new friend (figure of speech) and I have nowhere to go. I need friends but the only people that are looking for friends are the people I don't want to get mixed up with. making friends is super hard for me either way. I've always had trouble with friends, and for once I just want to have a group of 'em that hang out every weekend, have sleepovers with my friends, do wacky things and not think twice about it, and not worry about them thinking I'm weird. I want to know I've got friends that will love me for me. I'm sick of feeling lonely.

*sigh.* that felt good.

My sister pisses me off. I piss her off too. :