RANDOM RANTS!

OMG that's craaaaaaaaaazy!!!

Damn Michelle!! Well I guess it pays to be beautiful, LOL!

Thanks Lolly for the kind words.I have been singing in the band for more then a year now,but I still think I cant sing.I dont even call it singing,its a "punk" band,so we play for only gas money on different concerts.
Dont get me wrong,I love to perform,and once Im on stage I feel awesome.But I dont like when I plan a quiet friday night with Joci and then the day before they let me know we are performing.Blaah...

All summer we where running from place to place and we where home only a few days.I only want to relax at home with Joci.

But I hope when we get there today and I see the people and friends and have some drinks I will get in my singing-dancing-performing-smiling mood.
If not,then it will be a shitty performance.not the first and not the last.

har, eveything is so expensive

I have a huge sad rant i need to get off my chest.
I'm in a desperate situation. I need to leave/move out of my parents house (bad situation), but i have no money really (not enough to rent on my own), and no friends to stay with. Mainly im ranting because i have no friends. I feel so stuck and alone. I havnt felt this bad in yrs, i need to get out of here, but i have nowhere to go.
I called my 1 friend & asked her if she wanted to move in with me (her living situation is almost as bad), but because shes so brainwashed by her mother (who she supports), she said not right now. This other guy i know (across the state), i told him my situation & he said hes been in that situation before, where no one wants you. I didnt realize that was where i was until he said it. No one wants me.
I dont really care, because im used to it, but mainly im just pissed off because im stuck, and feel like im dying, and cant do anything about it. So just rant.

is there a shelter in your town, where you can stay untill you get a job and money?

Oh gosh sorry to hear that honey, that sounds like it really sucks. If I lived near you I would offer you a place at my house!!

Can't your local council help you out?

No, my towns so small there are no shelters or cabs or anything really. :/
Thanks Lolly. ^_^ I'd prob take u up on it if i knew u better. lol All the people that i know that want to give me a room, cant b/c theyre living with someone else also who wont let them (like that guy). It sucks really.
I dont think anyone could help really, unless i find cheap rent somewhere, which im looking into. The cheapest i can find is $50 a month in a horrible neighborhood. Once i get another $100 (from selling stuff), im probably going to live there, so i can find a job in town (i dont have a car either).
On the upside, i feel a lot better now that i got it all out. And someone messaged me with some helpful info. Which makes me feel really good that someone actually cares. <3

Aaaawww that's good, I'm really pleased for you!!

Had my breast augmentation yesterday =) lots of pain today. Actually this isn't much of a rant but I ranted here about the lead up to it. Anyway, if anyone wants to read about it, it's on my blog. Sorry, not very with it today - morphine and constantly being woken up for my blood pressure don't make me happy haha. Well that's a lie, morphine made me very happy =P

i hope u start feeling better <3

Whatch some re-runs of trueblood, that are going on right now since the finale is coming up. lol That always makes me feel better. XD

Hells yeah to True Blood =D I've been watching Weeds in hospital, and reading my new Batwoman comic. Actually feel a lot better today, now I've woken up more, although I'm dreading having my drains out.
But thanks DarkAshHurts =)

Awww you poor thing, it sounds like a very uncomfortable procedure. I hope that you are feeling better soon. All my love <3

This is a pretty trivial rant. I am just a little upset that my H&M which has 92 favorites has not become a featured item. Whatever 92 people found it on their own and thought it was good so screw CO+K's featured section spot.

Aww knittin Kitten I hope you feel better by now and that everything goes good for you! <3

I have a huge rant.I hate these stupid,ignorant,homophobic,narrow minded asshole people!!!
The first Gay Parade in Belgrade in 2OO1 was a chaos,the second attempt in 2OO9 was called off,they said they cant make it secure enough.And now this year it looks like there is going to be one.But I already see and hear the signs that it will be a total chaos again.People are so stupid.Why cant they just accept others the way they are?Why be aggressive and hate so much?
I was on my way to the post office when I spotted a huge stamp on the post offices wall.It was two male symbols with a huge stop sign over it and below was written in Serbian ÄŒekamo vas.Which means "Where waiting for you" .The news is full of spitting,hating politicians shouting that they wont let this happen in our country.
All this hating and aggression makes me sad and mad at the same time.
If you cant be supportive and dont want to be there then just dont fucking go.Stay at home,mind your own business,live your life but dont go out on the streets and beat to death people who are just celebrating who they are.
I would go,we planned to go last year too,but its just too dangerous.So now even people who would like to be supportive cant go because of being afraid of the narrow minded assholes.

Im sorry guys but this just ruined my day.Every day I loose a tiny part of my hope and trust in people.