RANDOM RANTS!

I'm terrified. I wasn't doing too badly yesterday, just not thinking about it, but now all I can think about is this horrible, disgusting thing stabbing into my body! And I've decided that I don't want to see the needle at all, because I might scream, so I'm gonna get Andy to go in first and get them to put it away while I come in and sit down. I just really hope I don't cry or anything in front of him =(

well if you do cry, he is not going to run away. He is going to be there to help you

I went into the room, sat down and just burst into tears before she even spoke to me haha. I didn't like it though, she did that thing that nurses always do where they try and do it without telling you so it's quick and they can go "See, you didn't even notice!" after, except I just saw her come round to my side and touch my arm so I looked around and saw it go in and started crying even more. I would much have preferred if she'd told me she was gonna do it so I could have looked away. And it hurt a lot and my upper arm really hurts now, like I've got a huge bruise all over it (this is six hours later.) Didn't feel too sick though. But yeah, I just sat there crying for ages and she was making me breathe properly and then I had to book in my next one *sigh* so I have to go through this again in a month, then five months after that.

is there anyone to help you with your phobia? my dad faints when he sees a needle

I dunno, most people I know just ignore it!

Argh, this guy I barely know sent out a text this morning saying "Hello everyone! Have a wonderful day you lovely people. It's goooood to be alive. X x"
And I know it's a nice message, but at 8:30 in the morning I don't care whatsoever what kind of mood he's in. And also yeah, he's saying have a good day, but all he's really doing is gloating about how happy he is, when just two days ago I told him I'd been really depressed and feeling like self-harming for the first time in ages, so it's not exactly what I need. Then of course when I asked him if it was necessary to text me at 8:30, he got all bitchy and pretended that the message was just for me and he was being really nice to me, which he was so not.

it does seem like he was trying to cheer you up, don't be too harsh on him, in his mind he was cheering you up.

I will give you a hug, whenever you feel upset and sad let me know. I will try to make you feel awesome about yourself

Hi there fellow ranters

I really dislike those sayings that don't mean what they say like...........

The bees knees - what's so special about them?

Rush Hour - nobody rushes and it lasts longer than an hour


And my husband snores!

do bees have knees?

and I agree, where I come from we have a saying terribly good, how can you be both?

I believe "bees knees" means "business". But I agree, it's annoying and not funny.

I don't want to be cheered up at 8:30 in the morning =( it's not a happy time!

I agree about 8.30, if anyone's cheery at that time of day I want to kick them to death. Mornings are for being quiet and drinking tea. I keep my phone on silent until I am ready to face people=)

It is very rare that I'm awake at 8:30 in the morning. If I'm not, and I get woken up by you, I'll kill you. If I am awake, I will be full of anger and will kill you. The only thing that gets me through mornings is kids' TV, and I don't have a TV now so I don't know what I'm gonna do when I have to get up for 9am lectures this semester. I'm sure it'll be a case of lots of tea.

lol I am perky in the mornings, kill me now

That's okay, as long as you're not perky at me =P

Nah I'm not that bad in the morning. It's largely that I hate being woken up.

ugghh just really frustrated with own money situation and my military husband is not due for a raise for another 2 years- so either we skim by until then or i get a "real" job but let someone else raise my kids in daycare, or my etsy store becomes crazy popular and i start making a living off of it

you need to do some man advertising, because your toys are amazing