What's making you mad?

I wish I could work less hours a day. I work 9 hour days M-F and it's getting old, or maybe I'm getting old ;)

But, I was out of work for two years and had more pressure because the bills just kept coming.

I'ld love it if I could be paid the same and only work 4 hours a day. Afternoons off would be so awesome. Billy has afternoons off and he paints then. I would be so happy and busy with the garden and crafts!

I've had a floater in my left eye for 4 days in a row now.

What's a floater?

This is horrible but I've always thought floaters were poos that don't flush!

A floater is when something is stuck in your eye like a piece of dust or something. I have a few that I have had since I was a teen. I can see them on really bright days if I stare in a certain way lol

I am so angry because I just got my pay slip and I didn't get paid for the sick day I took two weeks ago. We are entitled to 2 sick days paid a month, after 3 days you need a doctors note, like in most european countries. So I went to my boss and told her she forget to pay me. She said oh no, the accountant was pissed so many of you were sick last year, so now if you are sick for even one day, you need a doctors note!!!!! I was like, eh thats illegal or something right? She said yeh probably!. They just don't give a shit!
I aint going to the doctor when I have a migraine, to pay a fortune to get a note! F*** that!
I am so calling the union Monday and they better not tell me the job is in the right. grrrrrrrrrrr

I feel so rubbish. I wanted to talk to my ex and managed to get him shouting down the phone at me. This guy has done everything to me from beating me up, trying to rape me and cheat on me since I was eleven. He is basically to blame for EVERYTHING bad in my life; he's made me insecure, he told me to start self harming, he's the reason I've been known as a slut forever, and I've forgiven him everything because I think if I hated him the hate would just take over my life completely. All I wanted was to be friends with him and I get yelled at and told to stay away from him. Like I'm the bad person. I can't stop crying and I'm shaking really violently

i know how it feels when someone mind-fucks you so bad you think you are worth nothing, and how hard it is to let go, despite what they do to you.

But seriously, get out of it while you can. Don't talk to this guy ever again, he will never like anything about you other than the fact that when he is in a bad mood, he can take it out on you and make you feel like shit. It's harsh, but you will be much better off without him.

Trust me, hating him is easier than a lifetime of feeling miserable and sorry for yourself.

Poor Kitten, if I knew the guy I'd boot kick him! But my advise is simple:

Don't hate him. Hate and Love at part of the same tango, though many people disagree with me. If you hate someone you still care about them, but in a very uncaring way. You want their lives to be ruined you want them to have a horrid life. If you love someone one you want the best for them. The best thing you can do is be indifferent to him. Indifference allows you the space to get him out of your life, but doesn't come with the obsession of of wanting his life to be as bad as he mad yours. Indifference also allows you to see many things and not forget anything. Indifference you can still remember any nice moments that you might have had (if you had any with him) without getting angr at yourself for "betraying" yourself, but still allows you to understand what he really did to you. Your allowed to be angry at him still when your indifferent, but it doesn't become the main source of your life.

The thing that people always need is closure I find, maybe if you told him what an evil twat he is then you'd feel better. I don't really feel angry at people that made my life hell anymore I just need closure.

I was told a floater is caused by something going a bit wrong at the backs of your eyes.

oops....i already hat MY ex.....speaking o which....RANT TIME

Oh my GOD i know i should be over this but im not and he thinks im fat and didnt break up with me when he didnt like me anymore!! oh and hes racist and sexist, and called my friend a conniving b****. and hes also a pervert and hes just such a jerk and i thought he was nice................and the reason he never called me pretty was that he never thought i was!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob*

i thought he was nice....im just so dissapointed.....

hey you're still young and you learnt from what happend and know what to look out for next time

my life is so lacking in good parties, may go to a house party soon if it happens and a 'leavers' party but going out to town is so boring unless I'm drunk!

It's just awkward with my ex because he was the first guy I slept with, so I know I'll never really be able to forget him. And I know that the minute he gets bored of this particular possessive girlfriend, he'll want to be friends with me again, and I'll forgive him again. I'm the only person in his entire life who has had faith in him no matter what, and I don't think I can change that, no matter how much he hurts me. I know him better than anyone else because I've seen him in every mood and I still care about him. But I don't want to.

Yeah one good thing about it was I got to scream at him. In five years of knowing him and being hurt by him, I have never once yelled at him for what he did to me. So it was really theraputic. I ended the conversation with "You Nazi necrophiliac scumbag!" (he is a neo-Nazi, wants to fuck corpses. Oh and he used to be Satanist). Oh god he's everything bad in the world.

sounds lovely, no wonder you don't want to care about him anymore. You can't choose who you fall in love with I suppose. Write a list of every bad thing and every good thing and remember it before you get too close for comfort with him again if that happens. It took my mum about 5 years to get over my dad, these things take time.

Trust me, the bad column will be super-filled. The good bit will be like "He has quite a nice body. And was good looking once." Oh and he has green eyes. Haha only superficial things about him are good

Im seriously sad, I keep on adding things to my favorites lists and I don't remember doing it in the first place! :'( I'm going crazy.

Sad for me that I cant really fit in this conversation, well not really. relationships but not serious ones. I get bored real quick when it comes to dudes. blast my anti-socialness

ha chelsea me 2.....im just not gonna have anything to do with them for now...