RANDOM RANTS!

I am feeling so depressed now, sigh. I really hope I get that job up north because I feel like I can't get a job. I graduated from school with a diploma in Graphic Design but couldn't get a job because most employers think I would be better suited as a fine artist, which I am. But can't get a job as an artist. Sigh. I also need two years to finish my degree, but I don't have the money for it. I stll have a massive loan to pay off. Cross fingers that I get that job

Got fingers and everything else crossed for you:]

thanks

thanks i wish there was something i could do to make her feel better.. and i hope you get that job! good luck

thanks, I am hoping too. I don't want to end up on unemployment

My friend Lizzie had some of her boyfriend's friends up last week and I agreed that they could stay at mine, so I had two of them over and one of them was very good looking but clearly thought he could sleep with anything, which puts me right off. So he kept hitting me off and I kept politely turning him down. But when I left on Thursday, the two guys had to go stay at my friend Lauren's, and she ended up sleeping with this guy Dave - and didn't use a condom. He's this dirty, sleazy guy who NEVER uses a condom so now she's having to go and get tested for everything, but for some reason she still wants to go visit him at his! He's been texting me saying that if me and Lauren come visit I can stay in his bed with him and Lauren can sleep on the couch, but I don't want to tell Lauren because it'll upset her but the fact that he's full of STIs won't stop her, the fact that he has a girlfriend won't stop her...I don't know what to do! She's just so frustratingly naive, and it's annoying because I care about her but I can only look after her so much, if she really wants to go after this creep there's not much I can do about it. Grr!

everytime I get an email, I keep thinking its the company I applied to telling me that I didn't get the job

Knittin' Kitten: Just try talking to her, saying there are better people out there etc. Most of the time however they choose not to listen!! So all you can do is support your friend, listen and advise her and be a shoulder for her to cry on. I can understand the frustrated-ness and also at times it will probably be like SHUT THE HELL UP about the who drama, but we can't just ditch out friends... soon enough they will snap out of it and be back to normal, and realise they've wasted their time on a loser. I know this because...

...I have a friend in a relationship and the guy is a complete idiot. She borrowed £160 off of me to pay for his debts!! She paid me back, but tis besides the point, she's always paying for him, she works 42/43 hours a week!! He has no job, I don't think he has any intention of getting one either and worst of all he mucks her about all the time. Not cheating on her like, but she will arrange to meet him, come round mine to wait for him (and an alibi to her parents that she's come to see me!!) and he won't turn up, won't call her etc etc. Or she'll call him and he'll answer saying he's coming, and won't turn up and the cycle repeats. Also he drives without a driving licensece (I can't spell) or insurance!!

My only rant is that I didn't enjoy my time in Liverpool as much as I thought, my friend in Liverpool and my Uni mates... well the majority of my mates are selfish and rude and stuff and I've had just about enough of their B.S!! I just want to move away and make new friends and start a new life somewhere away from London!!

oh my god, thats gross kitten. Try and talk some sense into her, I know we can control our friends, but why would you want to see a guy with STI's and a GF? AND WHY WOULDN"T YOU WEAR A CONDOM!!!!???

i would research some facts about sti's? we call them std's over here but any ways when your with her just randomly blurt some out lol like did you no you can get clamidia in your eye just by shaking some ones hand who has it lol stuff like that.. i dont think thats true by the way i just made that up for an ex. maybe even show her some pics on the internet.. lol gross but it might just work

this morning some guy ran a red light so i honked at him cuz he almost hit me and he decided to follow me lol crazy huh he stayed on the side of me staring at me all crazy so i threw my hands up and said what the f.. are you lookin at you ugly crack head lol and he left but a few blocks later he was back followed me for like 5 blocks at first it pissed me off then it started gettin creepy i turned when he thought i was going to go straight thats how i got rid of him.. man.. some people! sometimes i wish i was a guy so i can get out of my car and do something to people like that lol

but you can get herpe's that way

and I hate creepy people...its like dude what is your problem

I need a job, I am going out of my head here

my mom used to work at an aids prevention place and she would always tell us things we didnt want to hear lol and she always had loads of condoms lol cuz she had to go pass them out at bars she gave all her kids 800 lol sorry you havent found a job yet michelle have you looked in other citys and stuff?

don't really want to, so expensive to move

fudge, I didn't get the job. Now to write proposal for grant