Sugarlishes
Hiya , not much of an issue topic but to me it is...so its okay.
I decided to start this for all the ppl who seem to unload alot in the random rants and so forth. I figure after you unload there, you come visit me here and give me a positive that popped in your mind after wards.
Simple right...so example you just got done ranting about how horrible you feel. So you come here and say something positive.
Like:
I made this brilliant ring out ninja turtle parts and duct tape and it felt so good to get all mcgyver on it!
or
I love reading my new book to escape into.
Or
Give me a pic that you ran into that just made you smile ear to ear or made you feel relaxed.
Call it free therapy-Sug style.
I just believe if you surround yourself with positive sense of being then you will be pretty good.
But if you keep surrounding yourself with negative, then you will continue to feel down all the time and not want any way out cause that is what you are use to being in.
I am not a professional paid OMG person.
Just a friend who wants to bring the cheeriness back into my home.
Just remember come in here with a positive open mind.
Posts by Sugarlishes
i am sorry Michelle, I know there is no words to comfort you at this time but just remember you have all of us as your support family. We love you.
I am fat and i am happy so there!!! go me!!! Now give me those french fries and double cheeseburgers!!! nom nom nom
WOW I CANT BELIEVE IT, NOW BILLY MAYS IS DEAD! WTH WHATS UP WITH ALL THESE FAMOUS PPL DYING!!
I actually liked this guy and was looking forward to his new show Pitchman. Crazy.
I never been sooooo angry beyond my mommy-ness, I wake up at 330am to find emma had found black paint and poured it on the sofa, floors, kitchen table, my laptop, matt's road guard vest for work, and all over her new jammies she was wearing and her hair! OMG!!!! I was mortified!!!
I will do my best that everyone is happy and satisfied in the swaps I host! Girls scout honor!!!!
I would love to be a teen again!!! With all the knowlege I know now woot I will be unstopable!!! And can you imagine what i can make with tape glue if it was out back then!!! Wow!
Yes, yes and yes!! Get out do something you enjoy and passionate about, it will at least distract you from the darkness we get sucked in. I suffered thru it too but found out its much better to do what i love and stay focus on that where I dont feel so blah every day! 
Think happy thought!!! Like cupcakes being rained and one lands right on my forehead frosty side down lol!
Thank you ladies for the support.
I know what you mean Dani, I am nothing without my girls. My dad who knows the law well and is a corp shift supervisor for his local police department that my ex has to comply with the divorce decree and if he doesnt we will take him to court and I get sole custody, cause he is not thinking of our daughter's welfare but of his own.
I also got some good news. My lawyers got ahold of me and my case is now being pushed to court(this is when i had my bad fall last summer due to faulty stairs at our last place of residency-shattered ankle and broken leg in two parts in result of two surgeries and metal in both parts of my ankle and leg) and they say I am looking at well over 30 grand if not more, so if i do need to take the ex to court I will have the money for it.
I am just trying to think positive, my birthday is tommorow and I will be celebrating with my girls.
I cant sleep, having bad dreams of my Lillian not being with me.
My ex husband contacted me earlier telling me he might be station to germany and he wants to take lillian with him while he is there for three years.
I know its going to be a court thing to battle it out, according to our divorce decree he is able to have her during the summer between school years. But he says we wont be able to afford both ways of her air fare for summer trips that it would be cheaper and easier for him to keep her. I am sorry I am not going to give up my child because it inconvience him in air fare. He rarely sees her when he is here how dare he try to take her away from me.
If he dont want to follow the divorce decree about the summer visits and him fly here to pick her up and me fly there to pick her up then I will go thru the court to get sole custody. I love my Lillian so much and she gets scared to easily if she is away from me for too long, what makes him think 3 years will do to her emotionally and mentally?!!
Can he really take her away from me???????
Ya i was noticing that to queenie lol!
Random rant.....OMG I DONT HAVE ANY TODAY! DUN DUUUN DUUUUUN!
Okay 3 smokes and 2 phone calls later.... Well we live on an army post. Well last week Matt told me that they will be doing a health and welfare expection to make sure families are living in good condition before spouses deploy. I busted my ass off cleaning especially the last 3 days cause with kids its hard to keep clean. Throughout the week Matt kept saying he will diffently help on the weekend since he is off...the whole weekend he played games, slept and went to play pool and paintball leaving me the house and then saying that not to stress about it cause they only want to make sure we dont live in poo and gross stuff.
Expection was yesterday...i was not home cause I am paranoid with expections and stuff and afriad they would take my girls or something. But when I got home Matt said the guy said everything was good to go! Then Matt gets home today from work with a statement, we were written up saying our house was UNORGANIZED AND UNCLEANED!!! I AM LIKE WTF UNCLEAN MY ASS!!!!!!
And now we have 24 hours to meet 'MILITARY STANDARDS" or they will kick us out of post housing!! Which I hate living here but we dont have the funds to move!
I am so mad, and its cause he didnt lift a finger to help and then we got into an argument about it and then he started yelling at me to stop cleaning out the closet and then he fell asleep on the damn sofa!!!
So ya this is why i am "f'n mad!"
I AM SO F'N MAD I AM CRYING!!!!! AAAAAAAHHH !!!!!!
I will explain why after i calm down!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! my dryer broke!!! of course things break down when you have no money to get another one ggggrrrrrr!