Sugarlishes
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Okay its been awhile since I had a rant.It seems bad me who has the habbit in keeping it all in is about to explode again. *sigh*
1. My laptop is no more 
according the help desk ppl on the phone for my laptop its more than just the powercord...not sure if its a scared tatic or what but now my laptop wont charge at all, I am afraid to turn it on and waste the battery cause I want to get some disks so i can save all my photos(2006-current), projects, stories, music ect. I am using my husband's at the moment. THe computer company wants 398 dollars for repairs..which I do not have.
NOt to mention my brother sold his college book to buy me a world of warcraft the next expansion to play along with him and I feel bad that I can not do so, and dont want him to feel bad. I would load it up on hubby's laptop but I am afraid I might over do it along with the games he plays.
2. I am going stir crazy, I finally get off the boot, wheelchair and my foot seems to be hurting worse..could be cold weather but still. DOctors already told me I will not be able to find a job that consist of me being on my feet since it will cause more trama in its healing process. I want to be able to help fincially and be able to contribute so we can have extra money in between paydays. Yes, my etsy is open but its not like I am going to get sales like poptarts raining out of the sky.
3.I broke my molar on my right side of my mouth and I had been relying on that side for chewing since I chipped and broke a filling from a molar on the left side causing major discomfort when I chew on that side. I went to the dentist and they want 356 bucks to fix it. Which again I dont have and its getting to the point where I wont eat at all. Yes I have insurance..good ole army doesnt do full coverage on dependents on dental healh care. So this has to wait till I either win my law suit or tax income refund season.
4. I have been reciving nasty emails in regards to my husband being unfaithful. For almost 2 weeks I have beeng getting them and finally broke down and showed it to my husband cause some of what they were saying was just something me and him would only know. He denies that he is cheating on me. He plays pool 3 days out of the week and he had called up 5 of his pool league teamates to verify that he isnt cheating on me. They think they might know who is sending them to me cause this girl's sister use to fool around with him back in high school but they dont have solid proof....but this is bringing up bad memories of my first husband and I am freaking out on all the "what if's" that it seems like me and him are always arguing and fighting with each other.
5. Because of number 2 and 4 I am thinking that I am worthless,unattractive and feel so ugly and stress inside that I am bursting into tears every chance. I feel like I must keep busy, clean house, do laundry, wash dishes, sweep, mob, ect cause if i cant get myself busy I will start thinking those negative thoughts.
6. I just want it all to get better.
Thanks guys I just had to get this off my chest cause I know you will all love me no matter what.
Together we will make it all better
eye lurv thys syte, und eye lurve Cat und everiwon!!! lol
thus why kt is one of my bestie friends that i talk to everyday me luv my happy rock!
pfft leave the dumbass and come live with me in texas we can have craft nights, magrittas, brownies and watch my two little girls come up with the weirdest things ever I can keep you occupied in all the departments except for *koff* extra coziness. lol
((((super mega hugs to you dis))))
thanks guys. Today I am not much of in a shock than I was yesterday...it acutally curls under where it looks like a cute bob. I hope when her hair grows out that she will have her ringlets again. The plus is she seems to a bit more outgoing than usual as well as she will freeze where she is and shake her short hair and think its funny....not to mention I never had such a breeze to comb her hair after a bath..but no way its staying short cause of that..lol GROW HAIR GROW
Well today I was coming up with some ideas to keep my little one occupied while I did the daily chores in the house. It has come to the point where she has refused any type of nap or alone time. She knows how to get out of her chair, bath tub, over the baby gate. Usually when she naps or eats is a good time for me to clean, craft zip zam zoom on what needs to be done. Well today I wanted to get the kitchen super cleaned cause I wanted to bake sugar cookies with both girls this evening and I wanted a clean space to sit two chairs by the counter. So my brilliant mind is too put Miss Emma in her chair in the living room and putting NOGGIN on...omg noggin! blah! lol
Well I had called my mom to see if she could take us to the commissary for a quick stock up on the pantry...okay okay I am getting to the BIG ISSUE....
So I figure since mom will be here to take us in an hour that would be plenty of time to get kitchen done and a load in the wash. I was really excited and so was Miss Emma(she loves her gamma!!) So I gave her a lolly out of her halloween bucket for her to keep occupied while watching some Jack's big Music Club House.
So the whole time I am getting the kitchen spic and span and checking inventory on what else I would need at the commissary. I hear her giggle and dance and periodicly check around the corner and ask her if she loves the music they were playing.
Once I was done in about 25 mins later I go to get her ready for "Gamma" and to my horror...the lolly pop was dangling in her LONG CURLY HAIR!!!! ...no worries this happen before and was able to retrieve it...but...I look closer...and closer and my heart started to beat faster. OH GAWD NO! It was so knotted in her hair I could not simply do my method that I did before.
So I had an idea...I put her in the shower...to hope that maybe it would get unsticky but she kept moving...I already feel like a glob with my medi boot on and was doing my best not to fall on to the floor.
In the End I thought I could cut her hair and just still be able to keep some length..but she kept moving...I started to cry. Her curls are gone...and Her bday party is next saturday and to my horror my husband is on the verge of killing me cause he had talked to his mom and found out that the annual grandkids pics are this SATURDAY!!!!! AAAAAAH!!
I know hair grows back...and she is not even two yet so its not as tramatic as if she were my age...but still...AAAAAAAAH!!
I was the same when my grandmother passed a couple of years ago. But I had experience years prior of my fiance' passing away when he was only 22years old. I was sad that my grandmother will no longer be here but I knew she lived her life to the fullest and I know my grandmother would not want me to sad for her passing. She is reunited with my grandpa who past years ago and they had that forever kinda love.
overall i think "sex appeal" is being introduce to our little ones at such an early age. oi!
my sister in law got her 3 and 4 year old those string bikinis and thought they were "cute" both me and my husband just look at each other like 'what the heck!' The ones that you got your daughter is acceptable cause its a tankini and not flashing their goodies I love gettting those for lillian...reason for its easy for her to run to the bathroom if she needs to when she is swimming lol
you go gurl!!
sorry i refuse to put both my girls in a hussy costume, I cant believe that crap is out in the market. Come on now that equals DANGER! Not to mention that they are installing girls to have that state of mind thinking it is okay to wear crap like that and mess them up for life. Where are the morals and values that we were set and grown up with. I am glad my parents raised me the way they did event thu they were strict and i thought they were just the "mean" ole parents but without them I would not be who I am today thus why I will do the same for my girls and when they are older they will realize mommy wasnt really being mean. lol
just beautiful roma, more power to ya...i still dont have the courage to get any facial pericings..even thu i been wanting my eyebrow and nose pericied much less getting my first tattoo and this is coming from a chick who already had 5 surgeries in her life time lol!!
LOL MY LONG LOST TWIN!! FOUND AGAIN!!! ....ouch 12 years older...**collaspes* lol