RANDOM RANTS!

that is what they say...I am mainly just afraid of becoming a cliche "/ hopefully that wont happen

Yeah...sorry

I always believed that if you stay true to yourself, you won't be a cliche

We lost power last night...and it was out for at least 5 hours!!

I haven't been on the computer for at least 20 hours, since I had to work today!

:O KT that sucks!

(one more time...)

So, all in all, what I'm asking for would amount to, what, 30 dollars? (movie ticket, glue gun, bike lock). Actually, it would only be 20 if you actually payed me last week. Ok, I know I should have saved money but I take care of a lot of crap around here and I'm not asking for much!!

And do you even KNOW how bad I feel when I ask for stuff?? Do you know how much I wish I could buy it myself??

Ugh. Just...ugh.

sigh, everything today is about money. but me and my bf made a handmade pledge...this way we don't need to spend money(lots of money) on stuff

Everything is about money

I feel really bad for spamming this thread, too.

Here's another.

I dress the way I do because I enjoy it and I think it looks good. I don't want attention, and no, I do not enjoy being called "fucking ugly and wierd", or being thought of as ugly. Yes, I enjoy being different but THAT IS NOT WHY I DRESS LIKE THIS. I like the way it looks. So I'm gonna wear this hat to the movies, and wear combat boots, and dye my hair colors and all that. Because I like that aesthetic.

Double post but I don't even care.

Seriously, okay. Don't make fun of my brother because you think I'M wierd. Arghhhh

I would love to say ignore them. but I know its hard. I just don't understand why people act this way, they are scared maybe of the unknown...but making fun of people because of the family, thats just not cool

I mean, I have nothing wrong with them letting me know what they think of me/my style (no matter how crude they might let me know that). But...why are they insulting my brother? At least have the balls to stand up to me, instead of going through my brother, who by the way has already taken a bunch of crap from them.

they like to feel powerful, bullys, get them alone and they are not so tough then

Just....ugh. I really want to just get the lot of them and yell at them then try to shake some sense into them but I can't because yelling won't do anything and will just hurt my brother...

I hate feeling like I'm back in high school (I finished school 7years ago)...I'm supposed to be in college yet with the way every one acts around me (granted they are 5years younger then me) I feel like it is. I don't want to be reduced to that level. I am complaining today as there was an incident today where I lost my cool. It shat me off because when I'm angry I cry. I didn't want it to get to me as much as it did but well things build up after a while and you tend to snap. It doesn't help that the weird way in which my mind works goes over the heads of everyone in the class. GAH!
I just have to put up with this for another 6months. It's getting to me soo much though and everytime I come in here I don't feel like myself and I feel like I'm losing it. Being here makes me angry, upset and so incredibily frustrated.
Thats my rant for the day.

oh I feel you there, when I went back to school, I was the oldest. sometimes I wanted to yell, no more drama

at college I am the youngest in the group I reckon and I'm getting treated like I am as well...I think its because most of them are mothers...maternal instincts come out.