RANDOM RANTS!

I'm anxious to hear about this job...I want to know NOW!!!

*patience, patience, patience*

I feel you, I want to know what is wrong with me

hey guys, with the economy and all, here is a good article

http://www.apartmenttherapy.com/la/oops-no-rent-7-things-to-do-if-youre-short-087339

ugh, I am so tired of my brother sitting on his butt and watching TV, and totally blowing me off whenever I tell him to take care of his dog! And then when I am the one who has to take care of her, he yells at me saying "I was going to do that!"

Still no word....UGH!!


Tomorrow there better be some word on what's going on with this job...I want to quit the job I have to start this job...but i'd like a day off inbetween!

I really really hate lying that I don't want a new computer, that I really don't mind not getting allowance this week, that I don't want anything big for my birthday, just some new headphones and oh maybe that jacket I saw, that I don't mind taking care of everything, including his dog, and that I don't mind getting new chores.

I want to be able to ask for loads of shit and really not care what it does to us...I want to have better stuff and its so fucking unfair that I'm stuck with the crap but my little brother who has absolutely no responsibility and doesn;t even take care of his own dog, gets a new 50 to 60 dollar skateboard every 2 months, has an iPhone and the newest Macbook, and here I am with a 50 dollar phone and a 600 dollar computer and clothes from last year.

So, yes, I do want a new computer. And a new phone. And new clothes. And new shoes. But I have to be the one with the conscience, the one who fucking CARES about our financial situation while my little brother just asks for shit and gets it.

I am SO TIRED of having to take care of everything and get nothing for it. I am trying soooo hard to help out, but my little brother is just buying and buying and buying and being disrespectful and spending Daddy's money and UGHHHHH why does he not get in trouble?!

sigh...I don't know what to say

Yeah...I typed that...then I realized its really unfair to be complaining about that because I have a lot of stuff. So...I take that back.

But he's still spoiled. And needs to get in trouble.

lol, one day...one day

one day...sigh

oh, i have another one (MAN i feel like a whiny teenager. this i do not like)

Really, really? I don't think I'm in danger of getting murdered because of my style/musical taste. Also, please, take me seriously. I thought you did. I honestly thought you took me seriously and saw me as a person, not just a teenager. But...ugh. This is the first time in a long time that I've been mad at you, and really it made me feel bad. But...ugh.

hugs

its ok to be a teenager, you are a teen

Oh, okay, so, the one day I don't do pretty much every chore in existence in this house and instead decide to be social, that makes me a slacker and not going "above and beyond"...so, just forget about how I take care of both of our pets and clean up the living room every day and make sure the TV is turned off every night after my little brother forgets to and how I do my own laundry, and always do every chore you tell me to do.

The one day I screw up, that makes me a slacker and therefore do not deserve my allowance.

Yep.

That makes sense.

Although I am glad you finally yelled at him...

-_-""

Courtney...you will know more for your future than your little brother...take this as a learning experience and spread your wings. Trust me...it helps....my brother didn't know how to even boil water when he left home (he's older than me)...and I know how to do a lot of things. Also...as an adult, you will have good habits and people will appreciate it more!

Yeah, I know, just, UGH! <-- overuse of commas

I do have wayy more priveliges and freedoms, though.

It's okay Courtney, I know what you are feeling...trust me...and I know you won't like hearing this because it's very adult/mother/father like....

but I was a teen once...and I know how much drama there is to being a teen...it sucks...

...but I'm just saying in the end it will all be okay!