RANDOM RANTS!

I was all excited to start sewing again, but then I discovered I had lost the needle plate and now I need to order a new one and I can't find one anywhere!

is it the actuall metal part of the needle plate or the cover you lost?

The cover, I still have the metal part...and I emailed Singer and they just gave me some numbers to call, I was like, um, I knew that. Tell me something helpful -_-""

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! my dryer broke!!! of course things break down when you have no money to get another one ggggrrrrrr!

nnnnnnnnooooooooooo

Such a busy week....can't wait for a day to veg...but I am not off until tuesday

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. WTFUCK, SERIOUSLY.

So, apparently, every single boy who lives on or around this street thinks I'm ugly. Ok, I know I'm not ugly. (But yes I cried). Incident 1: O went outside to talk to one of my friends, wearing my combat boots a black tank top and a black skirt. This ugly redheaded dick stage-whispers to the guy beside him "who's the ugly girl? she's fuckin wierd?" which made me giggle because I'M not the ugly one here.
But it's the second incident that makes me mad. I found out that everyone on my street thinks I'm ugly - boys, that is. I shouldn't have been sad because I honestly don't care about them but what pissed me off was that I AM NOT UGLY. I am DIFFERENT. DIFFERENT DOES NOT EQUAL UGLY. Just because I don't cake on makeup and I'm not easy and I'm original and I don't care about them does not mean I'm ugly.

UGH!!!!
Thanks for taking the time to read this, btw. I'm just really pissed right now. I kind of feel like going outside and ripping their head off and then burning the bodies. But thats ok, because I won't do that.

I got the same thing, people are scared of different. that guy is an arse.

And its just....ugh! They think they're so HARDCORE and MISUNDERSTOOD then they turn around and do that? Really? How much more hypocritical can you get?

rolls eyes, do I ever know...

I dropped my glasses and had to pay $500 for new ones and had to get a new drivers license, that was $100

I AM SO F'N MAD I AM CRYING!!!!! AAAAAAAHHH !!!!!!

I will explain why after i calm down!

what horrible people Courtney! They used to say I was ugly too...and we aren't!

thats right, SUG!!!! what is wrong

Okay 3 smokes and 2 phone calls later.... Well we live on an army post. Well last week Matt told me that they will be doing a health and welfare expection to make sure families are living in good condition before spouses deploy. I busted my ass off cleaning especially the last 3 days cause with kids its hard to keep clean. Throughout the week Matt kept saying he will diffently help on the weekend since he is off...the whole weekend he played games, slept and went to play pool and paintball leaving me the house and then saying that not to stress about it cause they only want to make sure we dont live in poo and gross stuff.

Expection was yesterday...i was not home cause I am paranoid with expections and stuff and afriad they would take my girls or something. But when I got home Matt said the guy said everything was good to go! Then Matt gets home today from work with a statement, we were written up saying our house was UNORGANIZED AND UNCLEANED!!! I AM LIKE WTF UNCLEAN MY ASS!!!!!!

And now we have 24 hours to meet 'MILITARY STANDARDS" or they will kick us out of post housing!! Which I hate living here but we dont have the funds to move!

I am so mad, and its cause he didnt lift a finger to help and then we got into an argument about it and then he started yelling at me to stop cleaning out the closet and then he fell asleep on the damn sofa!!!

So ya this is why i am "f'n mad!"

courtney i think you very pretty i think it some times is area thing cause my senior year i went to a small school and everyone thought i was fat and ugly and a freak but for three previous years all the guys i knew thought i was hot and pretty and wanted to date me but they were cool and open minded

I am so lonely i've been in arkansas for a year and have made no friends i think i may bot really know how to make them its just people always wanted to be my friend before so i never had to try hard now i sit at home all alone everyone in my family has at least made one friend besides me maybe i really am a fat ugly freak and to think i just got a haircut and no riends to notice i'm so lonely