Bad Day Yesterday.....

I didn't know where else to post this.....I feel weird posting this on this forum, but sometimes you just have to vent, plus it is a way to let friends on this site know why I may not be as active on here for the next month and such.
Basically yesterday I saw my Dr. again about a breast issue that has been going on for a little while, he had seen me the previous week and dismissed it, but I wanted to make sure it is not something bad. So he agreed that my concerns are not far fetched, and to be sure is sending me to a specialist to probably get a biopsy done to see if I have Paget's Disease of the breast. It is a very rare breast cancer. I am an emotional wreck, not only is this on my mind......and I am worried and scared, but my husband found out yesterday that he is deploying soon. So now I have that as well as this concern. My big thing is trying to get through all of the red tape that the military healthcare system throws in front of you, and all of the waiting for referrals and then trying to get an appointment, get a biopsy and this all be done before my husband will be deploying. Due to the nature of this concern and such, I want my husband with me when it is done and when I receive results.
It is all very emotionally draining, and it is just a lot to deal with.....
so if you are on my friends list and you notice my absence....this is why. I still do respond to messages, as my email alerts me.

I just really hope that this is not what I am worried that it is...and just eczema.

Thanks for listening. Send me some positive energy this way if you would.

Amanda ~*~gryffindorgrl~*~