About

I'm abhorrent Love, and repressed romance. I'm Brief Infinity. I'm the limited Sky, and candle-lit Darkness.I am Innocent yet aware, dirty pure, I am inhumanity at its finest yet I am morally humane. My heart is secretly of frost. I hate feeling surrounded with the pain and beauty in the wurld. Sometimes I like analyzing and breaking down parts of my every emotion. I love seeing such Light in the Darkness. I like deciphering emotions, taking them all apart, pieces by pieces just to hopefully reach the root of its divine origination. Just to understand it a bit more , just to immune its powerful force and immortal essence. I drown into the rivers of feelings; cowardly confronting the dark sides of my mind. It's bittersweet. Most people run from sorrow, discomfort, pain and depression (I am one of them). Hiding from its supposed devious wrath and capability to compose destruction. Despite other people's view on pain. I think it's beautiful in some ways. It's a part of life, a part of us all. Without tears How would there be any smiles? I like the way human beings operate, the way the brain and mind work, function, react, die, and rot. It's beautiful. Wouldn't be interesting to understand the things around you? Not for selfish purpose, or to lessen your own curiosity or frustration, but merely to get to know yourself better. To understand and actually comprehend a certain feeling or mood swing you suddenly encounter. If you knew the side of persona, then you would not cry in fear or agony at the thought of actually feeling...well, fear, and agony. I hate so many things in this wurld. Like the things that have the ability to seemingly break me. "Haters, self-righteous, and judge-mental RATS. I find myself wondering how their personal misanthropic state of mind formed. Why are they sad? Why are they hating like me? Why are they corrupt? There's literally a reason for everything.