About

I have come to realize that it is ok to just be me, even if other people don't understand

I am shy and I don't say much in a conversation. If I am texting and or typing to someone I sometimes use lyrics or quotes to express what I think because I usually can't come up with the right words on my own. I like to listen to people rather than speak. I watch a lot of movies. I don't party, I am more the sit in the back of the room type. I should probably be more social but I have the slightest fear of people and attention. I have the most amazing friends. They are all different and yet alike in their own ways.Yes, i do have tattoos. At this current point in time I have five.On my back, left wrist, right shoulder,left side over my ribcage, and on my left hip bone. Did they hurt? No. Do they mean something? Yes each and every one is something important and memorable to me. Ask me about them some time if you're curious.I live my life day to day and regret nothing. I do not, like some, smolder in the ashes of dreams hoping to be reborn out of something that cannot be remade. Life moves on whether you move with it or not so why waste your time dwelling on unchangeable things. Most of all I am me
i'm like a storm cloud eager when you go out
calm again
i'll ask permission for the wrong to win
drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on
in a haze the beginning of your days
gonna fall down
got to get back up but at your own pace
got to fill your cup and find the way
out of your own maze
yeah boy what you said now

and hide the rule book throw it in the waste
look strong
like you belong cause you do belong
whether right or wrong you belong

i'm on your side if you fail atleat you tried
to keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
yeah and pride don't keep it all inside
don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
write you own song

whatever happened to our inner glow
whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
whatever happened to my radio
whatever happened to my song
it is my song

so here's a preview shove it under old-new
or call it rock or pop or bach or fuck
goddamn where did we go wrong
now there's a catergory for every song

yeah we only want to sing when we want to
yeah we only want a dream we can flaunt to
yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde
yeah we only want a field we can run through
yeah we only want a beat we can drum to
yeah we only want to fly by the side making love to the rhythm be a jeckyl and a hyde

so stride if you fail atleast you tried
to keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alive
and pride don't keep it all inside
don't keep your aching celebrating wonder making heart alone
write your own song

whatever happened to our inner glow
whatever happened to the song the soul the me i used to know
whatever happened to my radio
whatever happened to the song"